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Saturday, May 21, 2005

Oh yeah, yesterday i was going to blog about cheriel's baby too! but i forgot. that's why i called my blog my baby. hahaha. i'm not usually that weird okay... cheriel has a baby. i think it's pink. isn't it? yeah, i haven't seen her baby though. cheriel lost her baby. poor baby... has anyone found cheriel's baby? has cheriel found her baby? -dies laughing- oh yeah, how did the interview or interrogation by the police go? did they ask you about the relationship between you and ms huang? i'm rlly rlly amused. ms huang's "you have a baby? i need to make a police report." was so funny. cheriel's notice on the board was equally funny. cheriel's amusing. -laughs at cheriel- oh yes shinnie, you shall gang up with me to poke cheriel in future. i owe her a poke, and she's rlly ticklish. haha. cheriel is whiney. she's whiney-er than me. i shall not dedicate a whole post abt cheriel here, so its time to atop talking about cheriel and her poor baby. gah! i'm rlly lazy to blog. all my posts always end up so long. i shall now blog about 113 pple and how sick they are, and if any 113 pple stumbles upon this post, they can do me a favour and tell the rest not to be so sick.
We were asked to write a zuo wen about some father's secret thing. fine fine, i'll admit that writing that my dad had an affair crossed my mind. As in, i had that idea, but of course i never intended to write it. And it wasn't the first idea that i got ok... Not like certain pple. please lor, like having an affair is enough right... But no... you have to discover "rows and rows of viagra tablets" in his drawer. And you keep laughing about it! The more innocent quarter of the class who did not know what viagra was(which included me), had to have their innocent little minds polluted by you sick people. And people had to comment on shin's position. sickkkkkkkkk! gah! i shall change classes! i shall go to um... 110? I highly doubt that it's much better though. oh well. i shall transfer to 114! so there! Ble. And i thought having an affair was bad......
Okay lets see... what else was i going to blog about? oh well, as i'm currently too lazy to go check my blog to see what i was supposed to blog about, i shall end my blog post here. Its short, i know, but i wanna go eat icecream, which is unhealthy, so it's good! Mhmm. I shall go find ice cream now. Bye bye...

baa went the sheep x 9:43 PM
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Friday, May 20, 2005

Hello my dear blog! I've abandoned you for 4 days... Poor baby, did you feel lonely? I have so much to blog about! Gah! This will either result in another essay of the same kind as the one below, except it'll prob br longer, cos there are many many many topics i wanna blog abt. About 5 diff topics, maybe 6 or 7? Goshhhh! I can just spend an hr typing lah. I rlly should write a book on my life story. The autobiography of Joanna Ng. It'll be like the best seller of the millenium or sth, coz i'm simply too popular and nice, so everyone would want a compy of the autobiography of Joanna Ng. The fact that its about Joanna Ng is reason enough in itself. Alright, i shall stop being egotistical. =P

Chapter 1 --> Health Checkup
Chapter 2 --> Nurse's errands
Chapter 3 --> More nurse's errands
Chapter 4 --> Bus ride to Bishan Stadium & Track and Field practice (Nth rlly eventful)
Chapter 5 --> Beasts of England
Chapter 6 --> Weird insane crazy scary annoying sinister senile old sec 3s (This was freaky and traumatising)
Chapter 7 --> French Controle
Chapter 8 --> Starwars III
Chapter 9 --> The sick twisted minds of members of 113 & viagra
Chapter 10--> Track & Field & My National Events
Chapter 11--> Joanna's grumblings about open hse tmr.

I'm too lazy to blog abt anything now, so i shall blog abt these stuff tmr or sth. nowadays i don't feel like blogging anymore. i wonder why... actually, i don't. i know why. problem can easily be rectified though, just too much time/effort to rectify the problem.

baa went the sheep x 9:45 PM
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Sunday, May 15, 2005

ORA:
Stupid ORA was so stupid lah. It made me sooooo exhausted. Seriusly... i was out the ENTIRE day except from 10-11.30. like... gah. Morning woke up at 6. Went to RI for walk-a-jogathon which was cancelled. I was seriously quite upset abt that. I wanted to run! I just needed to run. I had the urge to run arnd. I need to get it out of my system. Even if it was just racing arnd or jumping up and down like a weirdo. I had too much energy. And i wanted VERY BADLY to run in the rain... I rlly wanna run in the rain! Its like... you can run forever. Infact, i wanna run in heavy rain if there's no thunder and lightning. That would totally rock!I shall do it one day. I don't believe i'll fall sick. In that case pple whou swim shd be even more sick right? I love the rain. Its so cooling and refreshing. I wanna run in the rain! Run far far far far far away and never come back. Just soak in the rain. So fun! I'm not depressed or anything. perhaps i'd come back. Solitude all the time in some perfect island would be rather boring. but i'd love a month or so of just me myself and i, and the things i love, on some kinda utopian world. some tiny island out of like Anne of Green Gables or sth. Maybe rainbow valley. Mhmm. Course there must be pple i love too, or i'll die of boredom. I'll have no one to talk to. haha. I badly want to run now. Sigh... I like running. My rooms totally dark now. Apart from my computer screen's light and my table lamp. Nice atmosphere. The air con produces a weird noise which sounds like rain. I have this total urge to run out into the nice cool welcoming arms of rain. Problem is that its not raining, and my air con is cold. Gah! I'll fall sick if i run in the rain now. Not like there's any. Grrrrrrrrr. I wouldn't care! I'd run arnd like 20 rounds or sth, if only there wasn't napfa tmr. I haven't done the sit and reach for a yr. Nor sit ups and al that. never practised. And i never practised pull ups either! Ah crap it. Sigh... As in for one whole yr. Last yr was the last time i did all these stuff. We never practise during pe lehz. I feel so unprepared. Hopefully i'm still able to get gold. If i D something, i'll be maluated for the rest of my life! Gah! Rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain

WHEE! I'm hereby obsessed abt rain and love the rain! Most of the time. There are times when i rlly don't want it to rain. Btw... that was all handtyped individually. Every single one of them. I corrected the few rians that came out. haha. I'm high! I'm aching to run. Sigh... Oh yeah. I found sth really amusing today. haha. My bro's old blog. How funny it is. Amusing indeed. I shall quote him one day.
Oh yah. I was supposed to tel you abt ORA right? Alright... here goes... After arriing at astrole turf or whatever turf it was. I sat there and... oh wait... i shall start from the beginning. Left home a little late. At about 7? Yeah... So i go there at abt 7.10. Got off at that gate. That one. Dno how to describe. THAT ONE! oh well... i think its the one near the canteen. I think. The second gate, or sth. Yeah... Waited for Ng Rui Xin! Gah. She went to the 1st gate. So we obv couldn't find each other. This is retarded. So we decided to find each other by going to the shared gate with RJ. You know how far that was??? So stupid. I reached there before Ruixin of course, so i called her and she said she was almost there... yeah right! my foot! Anyway... she said she was walking along RI. Which was the way i came. So i backtracked to meet her. I walked all the way halfway before i met her okay.. Yeah right... Talk about reaching. Ruixin! Your sense of distance is lousy! Anyway... yeah. We walked back to the weirdo gate and arrived at Astrole turf. Oh yes... while walking alng RI, she kept asking me why she couldn'y see me. The road is curved, my dear Ruixin... You can only see for a few metres. At astrole turf. called chloe but her hp wasn't with her. Ruixin called thashi. And they found us at the same time. Wasted time til late late late. I'm still annoyed about that. Why make us sit there for so long? Because of that, we didn't get to run the thing. You might say its no big deal, but thats no the pt. The point is i wanted to run it with chloe, xinqi, and ruixin. The 3 of them esp. Of course, i also wanted to run it with jane!(as she saved her no. in my phone) and thashi and all that.But less meaning. It would've been such great fun. All of us at te front of the start line. RI and RJ were behind, so we might've ended it before FAT RI pple. fine whatever. I have sth against FAT RI pple. i'm mean. I just don't like fat pple coz of fat person. Anyway... yeah. Went to our store where Abby was selling minestrone soup. Which pple claimed tasted disgusting, I tried it. It wasn't that bad. Its not like the kind you get in high class restaurants, durh... But its not rlly disgusting. Haha. Abby made me sell minestrone soup. Its frustrating. I yelled for like ages. Okay maybe not yelled. Or i'd have a sorethroat. But i did try to get pple to buy Aunty Abby's minestrone soup. Best quality, 99% unpoisoned. And to be heard you have to talk quite loudly. It was tiring okay... I usually talk a lot, but not at that high a volume. I gave up on the minestrone soup and went to sell grass jelly with chloe and xinqi and ruixin after eating an icecream. haha. That was like... The first thing i ate that day? Not exactly good. Tsk tsk Joanna. So unhealthy. Apart from that, I ate um... nothing the entire day til 8 something. I'm not anorexic. I drank minestrone soup, grass jelly and a slurpee. I can't believe i didn't eat breakfast and ate only that for lunch. Infact, I ate my icecrea, on the morning abt 7 or 8 something. I didn't eat lunch. but at least i had my slurpee and grass jelly and minestrone soup right, and a bit of spaggy. And i lasted on that til 8 something? Woohoo! I'm too pro. I'm not anorexic. Yay. Besides, I ate m&ms at 8 something before eating dinner. Oh yeah, back to selling grass jelly. It was so funny. I saw sth uncharacteristic of xinqi. Its a sight i shall never forget. She chased an ex-classmate of hers arnd, caught his bag and dragged him to us to buy grass jelly. Then since he "didn't have money", she stole his basketball til he magically produced $10 and bought one. Yay. So cool! Xinqi! Do that again! Oh yeah... we bugged the teachers. It was great fun. And we RGS grils reasoned with all the pple with our logic til most of them bought. Wheee! We're pro! haha. Chloe especially. So cute... she and her "you bully me!" face. Ruixin and I just laughed most of the time. But i did work okay... i told pple that if they bought grass jelly at $1, they would get a pretty coloured straw free, a if they bought a pretty coloured straw at $1, they would get a grass jelly free. So i asked them if they wanted to buy the straw or the grass jelly. A lot of pple wanted just the straw. hahaha. Too bad. Free straw? You wish! haha.
After that i went home. Was supposed to bathe, get my stuff and go! But i fell asleep first. haha. Woke up at 11.10. I was like AHHHH! CRAP! I have to be there in an hr. I need to bathe and get my stuff. And get my dad to send me there. Gah! Oh and i wasn't completely awake yet. It took me about 10 mins to finally move. So I was late. By about 5 mins. I did do duty in the morning anyway. Even though it wasn't my shift. Mhmm.
Went arnd with Cheryl, Yun hui and Ruixin. Throughout the time i was there, i never saw certain bimbos doing duty. They were probably too busy ogling guys. Typical bimbos. Like... uh!!! They're taste a little bit lousy anot? RI guys??? Puhhlease lah. Since when did bimbos have such lousy taste? The guys there all appeared geeky. I think. Mostly. I wouldn't know. I don't ogle guys. I just removed their names as i was kindly informed during assembly todae that i can be sued for defamation. Whee! Finished duty at 1.20 or so. Went to J8 7/11 to get a slurpee with Ruixin. (Durh I can't go by myself! Even though I go to J8 so often, I only know the places I go to. Popular, Golden Village, NTUC[not by choice, to help my mum with groceries], Guardian[outside NTUC], and a few of the eateries. I don't know half of whats a J8, and with my lousy sense of direction, if i do find my way there, I wouldn't be able to find my way out!) Walked back to RI to be picked up by my dad on the way to church (sending my sis for cell) from home. Reached church early, so i went to meeting place and i met shiny and denise. Sat down to fo hw, typical RG-girl-like. Shiny was surprised that we folded our sleeves up twice. Its part of our sch u to fold it. According to her, they fold their skirts. Ermmm... We don't have skirts to fold? Only culottes. But I'm a nice guai law-abiding soul who follows the school rules and doesn't fold culottes cos its quite pointless and its more uncomfortable i think. Yeah yeah, its cool or whatever to wear your belt past your hip and to fold your skirt and shorts, but i think its uncomfortable and i'm not pai. So i couldn't care less. Whee! And since my bro is overly pai, its not surprising why i don't want to be pai. Uh... his pants are like falling off lah! I shall pray that i will not be arnd when it falls off. It probably will one day, seeing as he might as well not wear pants if he wears it the way he does. Oh yes. back to the RG sch u, which i think is nice. Denise thought i was in nanyang!Has she never seen the nanyang sch u before? Its quite insulting for me to be mistaken as a nanyang girl, cos i'm totally uncheenafied. Cell was alright. You know what? I dno why i always end up sitting next to or almost next to the fat fellow? Like... last week i sat next to him lah. Not by any choice of mine! The 6 or 7 IJ(TP) girls would sit all together in a clump, then this Mayflower girl sat down next to them at one end, and i sit next to the mayflower girl, and this SC girl sits next to me and the fat fellow sits next to her? And he saboes me ALL the time? Simply cos i'm a rafflesian?
Sister elaine: Christopher! Since you have already shared your TAWG, choose someone else to share.
Me:-impending sense of doom-
Christopher: -smiles widely- Joanna! You're an RGS girl. You definitely have a lot to say.
Me: -feels like squashing him like a bug- -smiles sweetly while thinking of ways to kill him- Errr... okay. -Shares TAWG- Plots ways to murder him. Even playing a game lah. My cards too pro his too lousy alr.
Christopher: -throws 'swop' card down-
Sister Elaine: Who do you want to swop with?
Christopher: Joanna.
Too bad i swopped back. What on earth?!?! Why me??? Annoying fellow. okay fine, he's not that bad. -psyches self into thinking he's not bad.- Why doesn't this method work? Kill shinnie! teach me such a lousy method.
Whee! I didn't eat dinner til like... 8.45 or sth. I shall see what my limit is. how long can i go without food? that is the question. How fun! Napfa tmr. Prob blog again tmr? If i'm not dead. Stupid chair and vice-chair talk after napfa. Like... what the??? How unfortunate am I?

baa went the sheep x 6:45 PM
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Friday, May 13, 2005

Title: Friday the 13th.
I'm sorry. I'm too lazy to link my thoughts or whatever i post about. Mhmm. So I shall just use paragraphs to separate my ideas.

Wheeeee! Today's Friday the 13th! How cool. I'm so scared! I shall get paranoid and stay at home all day. Riiight... What an interesting date. I'm rambling. Okay... enough comments about the date!

Track
There was track today at Bishan Stadium. Some small little kiddies from guangyang were practising there too. At first I found them quite annoying, but I thought they were quite cute little children after that. Some of them looked no older than primary 1! haha. Watched the small kiddies attempt to hurdle. Must give them some credit. They all looked pretty scared at first, but um... they got over that fast enough. The hurdles were half their height, so when they jumped, its not surprising they knocked into it/knocked it down. Its a wonder they managed to clear it at all! Haha. So it was lowered to its lowest for them. Their not bad for little kids. -applauds- It was quite funny. Abby went to ask their teacher if we could use lanes 1-4. The teacher was like um... then, this cute little kid said "Cannot! We're using!" I found it so amusing that i started laughing. Of course, the funny teacher said we could. Then the child was like "huh? why you say can? cannot!" I think she was fairly young. Reminds me of the days when i were younger... But i don't think i was as outspoken as the little kiddie. Then after that, when we were doing 30m drills, this grp of little girls said "Go jiejies! Run fast fast! We're cheering for you!" So cute! haha.
Lets see... hmmm. Xinqi did't train today. I think she wasn't exactly in a good mood. She was sick, and so far this entire year, Xinqi has NEVER been sick before. She's the kinda person whom we expect to forever be there, training, encouraging you. Just shows you what kind of person she is, doesn't it? She's rlly rlly nice! After she finishes running, whcih is always ahead of all the rest of us, no matter how tired she is, she stays to cheer for you, or even to run along with you. I hope Xinqi gets well soon.She probably feels awful abt watching us train, yet being unable to train. And she was coughing pretty badly too. We have napfa on mon! And walk-a-jogathon tmr! I rlly rlly hope she gets better.
Cheryl, Yunhui, Irmelia and Abby hurdled today. But wait, you haven't heard of the pathetic attendance yet. The only pple present today:
Sec 4s:
Abby, Huishan, Vithya (i hope i spell it correctly)
Sec 1s:
Ruixin, Yunhui, Cheryl, Irmelia, Thashi, Me and Esther. (Xinqi and Rachel came too, but left early, and didn't train at all.)
The attendance was pro lah! We warmed up, did the usual striding. My striding was disgusting today. I always have to go crap fast, cos i start way later than the rest. I'm always not paying attn, so I never hear the whistle. When i see the rest running, then i realise i have to start, and push off. Which gives them a 2-3 m headstart. So i have to catch up, which is not too difficult, but it uses wayyyy more energy. i was running with the 3 sec 4s and CHERYL LIE! Thats quite insane. Sec4s??? Cheryl Lie? The fastest sec 1 sprinter? Puhhhhlease! When we were done with that, we did 30m sprinting, which is really really short. I paired with Ruixin as usual. He always pairs me with Ruixin if i don't pair myself with her anyway! Chloe, Xinqi, Ruixin and I! The 4 of us shared too many memories... And Xinqi is more of Chloe's standard. Ruixin's standard and mine are almost te same, though i have a feeling that if i'm not out of sorts, and i push, i might be able to beat her by a little. She's a tough competitor, so i make her an ally! haha. I think my 400 is better than hers, but her 200 is better than mine.Twas okay, but I did something to my ankle again i think. On last week's fri practice, I killed my left ankle, it got better, than on wed, my right ankle died! On mon my right ankle died too. My ankles are warped i tell you. Ble. Got to go rub the funny thing for aches and rheumatism. I'm sure i have rheumatism! Haha. After the 30m, the 4 of them hurdled, and the 6 of us just ran and ran repetition. This is excluding the times Huishan had her injury, so she stopped, which was abt half the time or more.We did 120m 8 times. Its actually okay, if not for the fact that we only have 2 lanes, coz the hurdlers took up 2 lanes, and guangyang pri took up 4 lanes. 2 lanes, 6 pple. not too bad actually, if not for the fact that EVERYONE was trying to push their way to the front, so Ruixin and I took the back, which i totally didn't mind, since mr tan said to run as a bunch. But after finishing the first one, he says "Ruixin and Joanna! You two should be in front leading the pack, not following them at the back." Coz he wanted us to average 20-21s. And Esther and Thashi but needed to average 23. Yay! I'm pleased that Ruixin and I took only 20 at the LONGEST! We averaged 19? The mode was 19.
Yeah. Ruixin didn't run the last one with me. She was feeling dizzy, supposedly cos of blood either rushing to or from her head. She's been sick quite a lot lately. Sighhhh... So mean. She didn't finish 1200 with me on wed! I almost died by myself. 6 pple started, ruixin dropped out after 400, esther, thashi and someone else whom i can't rmb, dropped out after 800, leaving me by myself to chase xinqi. Not that it would have made much diff if they had completed it, apart from ruixin, cos they were too far behind. In ruixin's case, since she was dizzy, I don't suppose its her fault? I didn't know how i was going to run the last round... So tiring. Played heart of worship in my mind all the time, and i told myself that since i was tired, but even as i thought that i was tired, i was still going on, i was covering distance, it means that i stil had strength to go on, basically, i thought a lot to distract myself. And i looked forward and focused on xinqi running too. it helped to have someone else running the race, someone to follow, someone to finish it before you, to let you know that it's possible, someone to give you strength. See? Thats why track was rlly weird today. So many pple missing, and no super zai xinqi. There was a time when track trng would be SOOO weird for me without chloe too. But now she doesn't train with us much. She trains with the zai sprinters. Its still weird without her though. We're no longer the 4 who did EVERYTHING together, including training, and rigged striding. I rlly want to do the relays together in Nats. One more exp before Chloe goes to B div next yr, and we don't get to run ANYTHING with her. During a track training, actually, Rui xin's the most important to me. I need her to pace me/ me to pace her.
I love the track sch team '05. C div esp. B div too, but not as close to them, durh!
Ended track today with legs aching, esp the shin part! all shin's fault i say! Not to mention the ankles. I give up on my stupid legs. When will i get back into top form again? I'll be missing so much trng in june somemore.
Mum decided to pick me. I wanted to go home myself! Could go to J8 with the rest then, and get a slurpee. But nooo... my mum called just as the others we leaving, and was like.. ok! I can pick you! Be there in 20 mins. hello???? i might as well go home myself. Every single person left okay. Thashi left a little later than the rest though. Sayed abt 5 mins longer, big help. In bishan stadium waiting by yourself for 15 mins is not very nice, so i decided to do an andrea seow! Sleep! haha. i slept for awhile. Was semi-conscious though. Awakened by vibration of hp. Mum calling to say that she was here.(finally, abt time too.) When i asked her why she took so long, she said "you should have taken a bushome then!" Wasn't that what i wanted to do all along? It only takes me 15 mins or maybe less to get home from there!Gah!

ORA
There's ORA tmr.
Wheee! I look forward to it, although i have to get there by 7.10, which totally sucks, cos it means i need to wake up by 6.30? I pity pple who stay far from bishan! Yay! I'll meet most of the trackers there at the walk-a-jogathon tmr! Then of course, there's the T and F booth duty. gah! We're selling minestrone soup on a hot day! How insane! Grass jelly is not as bad, but i think that lemonade would sell better. But nooooooo. Goh lee kien doesn't wanna let us cos she's afraid we'll poison pple! fine! If we lose money for ORA its not our fault!I'll go back there after i go home and bathe after the walk-a-jogathon, and be ther from 12-2? then i'll go for cell and service! yay! i look forward to my lovely packed day tmr! its gna be sooooooo nice! oh well... i dno how it'll be. shd be okay lah, quite a few plus points, i get to see the trackers and perhaps shinnie. and whoever else has ccas with stalls. and has to do shift duty. shinniegot 3rd for judo competition, and she's selling cookies to make pple fat! I know! she hopes that there'll be more pple to take part in the heavyweight part of the judo competition. Maybe she's gna try to make me fat so i can join judo and do heavyweight. Only bad pts of ora: 1. Its in RI.
2. I have to wake up early.
3. I'll be out the whole day.
4. I'm missing SMO trng, so i'm gna be totallie lost next wk.

I shall blog again tmr anout ORA if i have the time.

baa went the sheep x 9:40 PM
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

The title of this post is : Jo's whinings

It sounds like some super zai book i wrote right? =P
Chapter 1, The 2.4
Chloe is soooooooo encouraging. After hearing Rui Xin complaining about yday's 2.4km, she decided she wanted to hear my complaints to do with 2.4 too. Which was that i slacked and did quite badly. I won't say very, since its still faster than Rui Xin. Anyway, I told her I got 12.01. And she was like... thats called quite bad??? -knocks me on the head- Oh wait... Actually, it is quite bad. Arghhhh. Didn't i say it was? Ble. -diclaimer: i am not responsible for implying that your timing is bad if it is slower than 12 mins, unless you are an rg tracker.- But then again, i was slacking. Had i known that i would have gotten 11 something if i had run 2 seconds faster, i would have run prob about 10-20 secs faster. And mstan-i-forgot-what-her-name-is said we should average 3 mins a round! hello??? that'll give us a timing of 18 mins, which means we fail shd we overshoot by 1 sec. No way! And xinqi does 3.5 in 15 something? Errrrr! Hello???
-End of chapter 1-
-Off to the next chapter of my lovely book-

Chapter 2, Morning Assembly
It was a fine cloudy day, or rather, a fine morning. One couldn't say it was cloudy, coz there weren't any clouds. Joanna walked towards the foyer. She had gotten a shock when she asked Wen Cen what the time was.'Almost 7.15,' was the answer she had gotten. 'What???' She sprung up and turned to sprint to the foyer when Wen Cen assured her that her watch was 5 mins fast. Phew... Joanna heaved a sigh of relief. She jogged to the foyer. There at one of the lousy computers that were sticky and dusty, sat Abby, looking as though she were about to take a visit to laalaa land. (I wanna go there too! I can meet Po and say hi! And I finally get to tell Tinky-winky and Dipsy that i think they're gay and stupid.) Abby tells me that I'm first to arrive. See? I'm a nice and punctual person... Whattt? I am very punctual okay... Talk to Abby somemore to keep her awake. Other people arrive one by one, with no sign of Rui Xin. Off we go to the funny platform to wait, still no Rui Xin. Suddenly, she joined us on the platform. She supposedly didn't know about it. Ble. It was highly highly hilarious. Firstly, Abby acknowledged the junior nats pple, then Candice acknowledged the C div cross country team, and started to thank everyone for their support and everything. She forgot about the B div!!! Hahaha. Abby had to hiss to her that she forgot the B div. Then after that, she forgot about poor Jane. So malu lah. Then i can't remember what else happened, only that it was very funny. Mr halsall came over and threw his hands up in despair. "What was that?!?!?!" -made as to strangle Candice- "After 4 yrs of Speech and Drama!!! Arrrrrrrrrrrgh!" He sounded remarkably like a dog. =P Abby decided to take photos after that. Took photos. Durh... I realised I changed from 3rd person pov to 1st, but i don't care. Its not some english compo anyway... Too lazy to change everything back to 3rd.
-End Chapter 2-

Chapter 3, Research Studies

Ble. the research studies today was sucky. It was alright in that i decided to do my ying yong wen then. as in, i brought it along and scribbled it during rs. only managed to scribble for 10-15 mins, before i was warned that a teacher was coming. Flipped the paper to the other side of gao zhi, then started 'copying notes'. By then i alr wrote 1 and 3/4 pages. So i just finished it up in 5 or 6 more lines after rs? Anyway... since no 113er cept shin knows my blog, i shall just blog about how certain members of 113 can be really annoying. If its not embarrassing for you all to be mentioned as the class which was chit-chatting away the most during rs, its embarrassing for me, and i think it is for wei shan as well. Please be a little more considerate alright? you know, you won't get into trouble if ms rozanah finds out, but since wei shan and i are 'responsible for the class', ms rozanah will scold us if she hears about it. And thats annoying alright... If you want to get scolded, pls get only yourself and yourself scolded, thank you, and stop ruining 113's image. I'm talking to no one in particular, anyway, this will never be read by anyone from 113 cept shin, and shin better say nothing or i'll murder you. =P. Anyway, immediatly after our assembly scolding, the dear baobao fan club started running arnd in class and making a lot of noise. Its rlly annoying alright. If i'm not in class, go ahead and get YOURSELF scolded, but if i'm in class, I WILL BE THE ONE SCOLDED ALRIGHT? GROW UP! YOU CAN RUN AROUND SOMEWHERE ELSE! NOT IN A CLASSROOM RIGHT OUTSIDE THE STAFFROOM! there! i feel loads better now. pity they will never read it. i'm not pissed or depressed or anything. Just irritated.anyway, what happened during rs was that the sec ones weren't listening, so according to the teacher, as the professor ended his talk, he was um... feeling sad that we didn't appreciate his effort, coz i think he sensed that we didn't listen. most pple were chit-chatting, while a handful were sleeping, and the worst part is that they got caught! gah! why didn't their friends warn them? we in 113 usually lookout for one another. =P. how are we going to do the stupid reflections? I doubt a single sec 1 knows what the professor said. Sighhhhhh!

-End Chapter 3-

Thats the end of my book for today.

baa went the sheep x 7:12 PM
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Sunday, May 08, 2005

Ble. Working on S&D script with Shinnie now. Where is Sarah Chong Xin? Come and write your own lines lah Sarah Chong Xin! If I write your lines for you and you're not happy too bad okay... Actually, I'm not exactly working on it with Shin, I'm writing and asking Shin if she minds. We supposedly have lit and geog hw which i rmb nothing about. Sighh.

Script for Speech and Drama
Summative Assessment, Term 2

--- Scene 1 ---

S2: Mummy! Can I join judo for my CCA? And fencing if I have the time?

Mum: WHAT!?!? Are you kidding?!?! Why can’t you join a PROPER CCA?

-Sibling 1 sidles in-

Mum: Look at your sister! She’s in cheerleading! Such a proper CCA! Don’t join judo! Its so rough and unlady-like. Dancing is much more graceful and gentle.

S1: -looks up and down- You know sis, I seriously think that you will do well in dance. You have what it takes. The captain of dance is a good friend of mine, I think she would pick you.

S2: -vomiting sound- Ewwwwww! No thanks!

S1: -looks hurt and opens mouth to say something-

Mum: -whacks S2 on the head- Don’t be rude to your sister!

S1: Mummy! I have to go for my cheerleading practice! Its at Charmaine’s house this week.

Mum: Alright dear.

S2: -looks indignant- What about my judo tryouts?

Mum: Hmmmm… Its not really on the way. I’ll come back for you later.

S2: But I’ll be late!

Mum: It doesn’t matter… -swats her away-

-Mother comes back 2 hrs later-

S2: Why did you take so long???

Mum: Oh, after dropping your sister, I remembered that I had to send the curtains to the repair shop, to mend the tear in it.

S2: But my judo tryouts are over!

Mum: -unsympathetically- Try some other CCA then.

S2: But I want to join judo! There are still tryouts tomorrow after school. I shall tryout.

Mum: -looks disappointed-

--- End of Scene 1 ---

Its quite weird. Its all written from Shinnie's pov of her life coz of her dear wonderful sister. I wonder why i know so much about it then. It doesn't apply to me coz my dear brother isn't as wonderful as her sister is. So i don't have the problem of living up to parents'/teachers' expectations. He's not even in my school, not like poor shinnie and her older sis who's so perfect: Vice-chair of dance, chair of her class a few times, teachers' pet? Winner of dno how many awards, including $300 Borders voucher for some competition. So cool! i want the Borders voucher too! I can buy like... 20 new books or so. And all the teachers go "Are you Shin Bin's sister?" Poor shinnie. Luckily, I don't give a hoot about other pple's expectations of me. I only care about my expectations of myself. If other pple expect something of me, why don't they try doing it themself? If anyone wants to be ridiculous and says "You must get a GPA 4!" I'll like to see them try first. Luckily, no retarded person has said that to me yet. except myself. Not must, but I aim to get a GPA 4 by sec 4. Mhmm. What was not meant to be a post about expectations ended up as a post about expectations. Oh well... I shall steer it another direction then.
Quotes my bro: "If I were a girl, I wouldn't be able to study! There'll be like... 2 million guys chasing me."
"I'm like... damn cute lah!"
-snorts- riiight. btw, i had no reason for quoting him apart from because he didn't want me to. reverse psychology. Hmm... I just noticed my caps are weird. I cap sometimes and don't cap sometimes. i don't think you see. mhmm. Gah. I haven't mentioned my warped ankle here yet. i shall mention it now. I have a warped ankle! haha. see? i mentioned it. alright... whatever. as you can see, i'm not rlly in making sense now. haha. i feel random. oh yeah! i just remembered why i mentioned my ankle. you see, i'm going to lament about tmr's 2.4! -lament, lament, lament.- done! haha. fine... i'm slightly high. blogging usually makes me high. hmmm. how weird. i shall go do a study on why that happens. oh yes, i believed i was supposed to be doing my speech and drama script. i shall blog again another time then. :p this is a super short blog! i like long long long long long long blog posts! But i shan't yoda it to make it longer. nor gandalf it. i shall just um... end it.

baa went the sheep x 10:28 PM
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Friday, May 06, 2005

fine fine. be thankful my blog's even moving okay... today was a nice nice day. whaaateveer! i look studious/nerdy/guai??? rubbish! but i'm not pai. i'm normal. mhmm. i feel really weird. i didn't do my lit hw or whatever the other day, and ms huang went round to every table to check if it was done. half the class didn't do, so she went round commenting. she reached my grp and asked yu wen where her ws was. (yu wen didn't do also.) and wen cen (the girl sitting next to me) rushed it 5 mins before lesson, so ms huang didn't comment, but she asked everyone who 'didn't bring' or didn't do where their ws was and why they didn't bring/do. All except me! weirdness! My chi teacher was even weirder. seriously... like uh... she read out the names of all the pple who hadn't handed in their ying yong wen yet, conveniently missing out my name. she read EVERY single person's name who hadn't handed in except me. weirdness. she could have given up on me, which i highly doubt, coz i handed in more pieces of hw than some other pple, or she could have just been weird and forgotten about me. i'm thankful for that i suppose.
track today was nice. haven't had track for sooooooooo long! ble. i was so unfit. i got dno how many stitches, and had breathing difficulties after doing 200m repetition running. sure, i kept up with the rest coz we were going at an EXCEEDINGLY slow pace, apart from xinqi, who was running outer lane all the way, so though she started going ahead of us, we all ended at same time. of course, she ran a lot more, coz we were running the disgusting curve. after track today, my ankle hurts again. it has to have something to do with running. nowadays, my ankle hurts frequently after having track practices. all the sec 2s weren't here today, coz of their napfa 2.4. only one sec 3 was there : jane! haha. two sec 4s : abby and hui shan. aiwen is sec what? no idea... i keep forgetting her name also. haha. i think she's sec 3? she followed jane to j8. conclusion: she's sec 3. can't be sec 2 or 4. mhmm. so few pple at track today! only 4 non-sec-one pple. weirdness. there were about 9 of us sec 1s. 8-9 lah. we greatly outnumbered the rest! haha. the track was wet. the first 200 that ruixin and i ran with xinqi, ... ... you can guess what happened. we were splattered with water! xinqi cut in, so yeah. and she's so fast! yeah, so we were behind her all the while, being met with flying droplets of water! great! haha. so in the end, she decided not to cut so that we won't get splattered. =p i dno whats wrong with me. i wasn't pushing hard, coz we were running at an incredibly slow pace, but once i stopped, my lungs hurt. gah!how am i gonna run my 2.4 on mon at this rate? its suicide! i better practise more or sth. wait a min... what practise more? i never practised in the first place, so i can't practise more. i just realised how long the part of my post dedicated to running is. oh well, i shall change the subject to 156 bus service. oh yes, i have realised that if we leave sch at 2.15 pm and attempt to get a bus, we can expect to wait for more than 5 mins before a bus of any no. comes along! not a single bus came by for 5-10 mins can you believe it? like... hello? oh and then we got to RTC. Waited for a long long time too. When we lwft sch, ruixin was headed back to class to finish her hw. she finished her hw, changed into pe and her running shoes, took a bus to RTC, and met us there! like... what on earth! anyway... so we waited ages for 156. When the 156 finally came, 2 secs later, another 156 came! Simply great isn't it? grrrrr. i wanna complain abt 156. 3 of 320s and dunno what other buses passed by before the 156 came! oh well... i shan't blog anymore coz i have hw to do. mhmm. i have to go to sch tmr!how exceedingly sad... oh yeah, i met xin min's sister today. xin min as in the 111 girl. she's an SL and her sis is a prefect. the two of them look so alike! even though i don't rlly know xin min, i could guess that her sister was her sister lah! so obvious. i'm surprised i took me like, 1/2 an hr. but i didn't know she had a sister, so i can't be blamed.
whee! done for today? that was basically what happened today. that was of any interest at all. oh yeah, i didn't bring my pe t-shirt. had to borrow. i even forgot i borrowed. oh yay! i just realised i'm barely underweight. not underweight. borderline underweight. yay! yun hui and xinqi are super freaky. 14-15 point something bmi! but fangyi's still lighter. 13 point something. yay! i'm not thin. mhmm.

baa went the sheep x 9:13 PM
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Monday, May 02, 2005

i think i have mentioned that i've snapped out of depression. what chloe said on her blog is true. pple arnd you are faling into depression so much, sometimes, you get sucked in with them and you don't know. i was prob depressed for a rlly rlly long time. coz i haven't been happy so long. you know what? i had forgotten how to be happy. its only when i'd snapped out of it, that i realised that i had been depressed. and i found out how to be happy again. don't ask me how it changed, i don't know! but since i snapped out of it, i haven't cried at all. before that, i used to cy rather frequently, almost everyday, even a few times a day. (as in towards the end of my depression. the week before i snapped out of it.) i totally fell into depression coz of the atmosphere. its strangling! everywhere you go, pple are stressed and depressed! and of course, not to mention the hw and pts! i hate pts! haha. but i suppose its something which can be learnt. how to avoid depression. excercising supposedly helps, but ermmm, i think it only distracts. the fresh air helps in that you feel less strangled. i hope that the atmosphere of this post isn't depressing. i think the only real way to snap out of depression is to give everything to God. Why fret? Surrender everything to God. The surprising thing is that it didn't happen at the altars in church. I snapped out of it on wed. Even though wed was a pretty normal day except that i got to miss 40 mins of bio, coz of shinnie's wound. don't get me wrong alright? i'm not saying i'm glad shinnie got some infected bite thing, but i'm glad i missed bio, coz bio sux! i'm completely lost okay. but nvm...
aesthetics was alright. i got 3 hrs to slack. i think i actually blogged on wed, but i'm just saying that wed was a normal day, and i only got 1 hr of sleep. yet i loved my life on wed! whee! i love the feeling of loving life! haha. yay. i think the atmosphere is ledd depressing now yeah? i realised how just having cheerful pple arnd can prevent many pple from falling into depression. i shall try to be that person from now onwards, but its not easy, i may not always succeed, but i can try, can't i?
there's chi eoi tmr. yet, i'm not stressed abt it at all. i wonder why... i really have lots more to say, but i need to tawg. i made a resolution i cannot break. from now onwards i must must must tawg every single day! even if i fall asleep tawging, i must con't when i wake up. mhmm...
to all rg pple reading this, though you shdn't know my blog add if you're not chloe, shinnie or grace[z], and i highly doubt grace will rmb, but anyway, all the best for your eois, don't be stressed abt it alright? just do your best, mug if you want, but if you mug, i'll feel bad coz i'm slacking. slacking's fun! i feel rlly refreshed after a day of slacking. mhmm! all the best, God bless, takkaire, love ya pple alright? oh yeah, speaking of love, i guess there's no such thing as unconditional love, because as human beings, we can feel hurt, betrayed, etc... as chloe and isaac said, there are certain levels of expectations, and these expectations can break relationships up. Ble! But there are different kinds of love, i shall not elaborate further. off i go to tawg. mhmm. bye!

baa went the sheep x 10:31 PM
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