i think i have mentioned that i've snapped out of depression. what chloe said on her blog is true. pple arnd you are faling into depression so much, sometimes, you get sucked in with them and you don't know. i was prob depressed for a rlly rlly long time. coz i haven't been happy so long. you know what? i had forgotten how to be happy. its only when i'd snapped out of it, that i realised that i had been depressed. and i found out how to be happy again. don't ask me how it changed, i don't know! but since i snapped out of it, i haven't cried at all. before that, i used to cy rather frequently, almost everyday, even a few times a day. (as in towards the end of my depression. the week before i snapped out of it.) i totally fell into depression coz of the atmosphere. its strangling! everywhere you go, pple are stressed and depressed! and of course, not to mention the hw and pts! i hate pts! haha. but i suppose its something which can be learnt. how to avoid depression. excercising supposedly helps, but ermmm, i think it only distracts. the fresh air helps in that you feel less strangled. i hope that the atmosphere of this post isn't depressing. i think the only real way to snap out of depression is to give everything to God. Why fret? Surrender everything to God. The surprising thing is that it didn't happen at the altars in church. I snapped out of it on wed. Even though wed was a pretty normal day except that i got to miss 40 mins of bio, coz of shinnie's wound. don't get me wrong alright? i'm not saying i'm glad shinnie got some infected bite thing, but i'm glad i missed bio, coz bio sux! i'm completely lost okay. but nvm... aesthetics was alright. i got 3 hrs to slack. i think i actually blogged on wed, but i'm just saying that wed was a normal day, and i only got 1 hr of sleep. yet i loved my life on wed! whee! i love the feeling of loving life! haha. yay. i think the atmosphere is ledd depressing now yeah? i realised how just having cheerful pple arnd can prevent many pple from falling into depression. i shall try to be that person from now onwards, but its not easy, i may not always succeed, but i can try, can't i? there's chi eoi tmr. yet, i'm not stressed abt it at all. i wonder why... i really have lots more to say, but i need to tawg. i made a resolution i cannot break. from now onwards i must must must tawg every single day! even if i fall asleep tawging, i must con't when i wake up. mhmm... to all rg pple reading this, though you shdn't know my blog add if you're not chloe, shinnie or grace[z], and i highly doubt grace will rmb, but anyway, all the best for your eois, don't be stressed abt it alright? just do your best, mug if you want, but if you mug, i'll feel bad coz i'm slacking. slacking's fun! i feel rlly refreshed after a day of slacking. mhmm! all the best, God bless, takkaire, love ya pple alright? oh yeah, speaking of love, i guess there's no such thing as unconditional love, because as human beings, we can feel hurt, betrayed, etc... as chloe and isaac said, there are certain levels of expectations, and these expectations can break relationships up. Ble! But there are different kinds of love, i shall not elaborate further. off i go to tawg. mhmm. bye!
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