It's raining now. I love the rain. I have an urge to run away. Run away from 'home'. Home where I can't have a second of peace. I have so many things I need and want to burn. Pity I can't start a fire in this weather. It would be very satisfying. Came across something my mum chucked at me just now. It appeared at the wrong time, wrong place. I do believe I tried to find it before, wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy earlier this year, but I couldn't find it. I open it to see words which don't mean anything, as was proof from yesterday. The worst thing is I don't know what hit me. Oh yay. Isn't ti fun? It's actua;;y quite scary now. The people on THE LIST are drastically reduced. Sad. for me i guess. It's my loss if the people on the list are drastically reduced. Thankfully, there are still many many people on the list. Having a picnic thing at MacRitchie for cell next week. Lalalala. I'm going Macritchie friday as well as saturday. so fun. I like macritchie and I LOVE RAIN. rain rain rain rain rain rain rain. It must rain on fri morning. By the time training is over you end up thoroughly wet. Soaked from head to toe. I hate our school's PE T-shirt. Anyway, back to cell. We've just learnt two things which are SO SO SO ironical I cannot believe how good the timing is. To think that the week we started learning about... I've been trying to listen to it, I guess. But I need to learn that I'm not going to be able to survive by my own strength. Sometimes, I wonder... I really wonder. Why. I mean... there are so many bigger things in the world. So many more important things which need our attention. Yet... I wonder whether it is all a part of Satan's plan. I mean, is he trying to break apart lives and all that? The answer to that is actually quite durh. Yes. But the more important question is whether he is succeeding. "Jesus paid much too HIGH a PRICE, for us to pick and choose WHO should come, and we are the body of Christ." Are we living it? More importantly, am I living it? Wake-up call...
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