I hate it. I hate this feeling of annoyance. I can't shake it... I've just been feeling so so so so so annoyed since Design and Technology today. Stupid cutting machine! Okay... that's not being fair. The machine isn't stupid. The machine is quite okay, but i just can't use the machine! The plastic refuses to turn in the correct way, and i end up cutting up the wrong places. I can't follow the lines! maybe it's my design, cos mel tried to help me too, but she couldn't either. okay fine, i shan't claim all the credit for my 3rd spoilt piece of work. I spoilt the first one and 1/4 of the second one. Yining tried to help me and ended up helping me spoil the second one. Then mel tried to help me and she spoilt the 3rd one. Seeing as we were only meant to do one,and we were supposed to finish it today, i don't have time to redo it, so i shall just use the 3rd one which is not spoilt that badly i hope. i still need to finish filing it, buffing it, and then melting it in the convection oven, before moulding it. Sigh sigh sigh. In the whole module 'design and techonology', i think design rocks. Art looks fun, but the other girls claim that it isn't... so nvm. Technology is stupid. I hate machines. Yeah, i think i got quite moody during D&T, and snapped at people unnecessarily. Poor people. Then after that, the bell rang and when we were using the air pressure thing to clean up, i somehow took a long time, so i was the last person left in the workshop and the teacher told me la. So i grabbed my stuff and ran. Overtook half the batch that was with me i think. I was still annoyed... then we had chem, and i think we all know what mr seggara or however is stupid name is spelt is an annoying old dingbat who refuses to let us finish our practical. dingbat. I don't know how my group didn't notice that iw as super moody, or how they put up with it if they did. By the end of chem, i think most people decided it was better to stay clear of me. oh well. not really. But i wish they did, i can't remember if i was mean to anyone. Left the lab and for once, i didn't really bother greeting the teachers i passed. Noone ever does anyhow. oh well, i nodded out of habit, so i don't care. I wanted to find chloe or abby. I found chloe in the foyer, so i went to complain to her about how i felt super annoyed. After that, i was less annoyed, but still annoyed. Argh. shinnie came along to complain to chloe about how annoying mr seggara or whatever is name is was too. or rather, she joined in my rant. Ms phua was so so so so so much nicer. anyway, my mum came soon and i ate lunch in the car, while talking fairly normally to my mummy. she probably thought i was happier than usual. I'm still feeling so annoyed. Gah! As chloe says, 'qi si ren!' literally translated, people can die from the annoyingness of the situation. i don't care la, since moe can use the word creativeness, i can use the word annoyingness. My mum went out to pick my sis i think. Great, i'm alone at home and can blast 'always and forever'. Always works when i'm annoyed. Abby sent it to me last time a long time ago when i was complaining about sth, ended up crying after that. Speaking of abby, i remember sth abby said while at track camp. I was alone with her, carrying the bottlesof drinks. Abby said that a good leader never complains, no matter what the situation, cos everyone is looking to the leader for an example to follow. I still remember that day up til now. She refused to let me carry 6 bottles. She took 3 from me. Such an abby-ish thing to do. Okay i feel a lot less annoyed now. Blasting music helps somehow, plus imagining what abby would say helps too. and comparing stupid annoying teachers with ruixin is fun. talking to chloe after chem helped too. Trackers, all of them. haha, whee! trackers rock! Oh yeah, saw janice just now, i still think she doesn't look like ms phua! oh well, don't care. I wish ms phua would come back and be our permanent teacher. better than seggara or however his name is spelt... but i guess she would rather be a vet.
AMC tmr. First block today was math, before the dodohead D&T. I'm happy! I beat Mrs Sia! haha! Yay! I found a fault in mrs sia's answer key for the AMC paper 1995. I did the AMC paper 1995 in the middle of the night last night. From about 11.00-12.30, i think. Was super sleepy and frozen after that. My aircon is cold. Oh yeah, when i was going to bed at about 12.40, darling nicholas ng finished watching his TV and came to my room to play com or sth. I fell asleep pretty quickly, don't know what time he went to sleep. I don't think he expected me to be awake. I was quite sleepy this morning. Not used to sleeping so late, although there was a time when 12.40 wasn't late at all. I prefer things this way though. I got one question in AMC paper 1995 wrong. question 19 i think. Careless mistake. I better not be careless tmr... Probably sleep at 10 or sth... Lol. I get to miss 3rd lang! Yay! My old teacher came back... i thought it would be sadly, but it's quite okay i guess, as long as i pay attention, i should do fine. I just realised i like french after all. :p Shin had to write "Je dois faire mon calendrier 2005 pour mecredi 3 aout." 100 times as punishment for not doing her homework on monday, some weird hw it is, calender 2005. Translation: "I will do my calender 2005 for wednesday, 3rd August." I did all the 100 "pour mecredi 3 aout" for her, and half the 2005s, while she did the "Je dois faire mon calendrier". We took about 10-15 mins to finish. :p
I shall go and blast more music. I love music. Blasting music is fun (provided parents aren't at home, or i would so be murdered by my parents.)
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