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Friday, July 22, 2005

So many thoughts are going through my mind. I shall attempt to organise it slightly.

Wednesday
Wed totally rocked. It was a really memorable day i guess? my bro said it was obvious that i was super nervous before my runs. whatever nick... anyway, there was only maths before aesthetics, although my fingers were seriously numb from sewing the belt cos the stiffener thing makes it super hard to sew, i still got my A, so i like aesthetics. unfortunately, i still need to do the sliphemming thingie, which i have conveniently forgotten how to do. and yunnie was supposed to help me sew the button and ribbon for the potholder cos i have no idea how to. I left class after sewing the belt. Mrs Chin is quite nice, although i cannot help but think that she's slightly senile. Oh well... perhaps she's just overly nice and friendly. She really is quite nice i guess. She didn't scold chloe for accompanying me in the needlework room before 3rd lang that time, and she wished me good luck for my races and told my class to wish me goodluck and say bye to me too. Met the rest eating fried chicken wings in the canteen, but i decided not to cos i don't like chicken. So there! The main reason why i usually don't like chicken is cos i have to get my hands dirty, or... i have to practise the fine art of deboning chicken with cutlery. Let's see, i didn't take xinqi's advice. I ate only 2/3 slices of bread although she told me i would be hungry after that, which i was. I ate a banana too! What xinqi, don't shake your head at me... Yeah, headed down to CCK. From here onwards, i cannot exactly recall the order of events but i hink we walked around trying to find space for us to dump our stuff, but was unsuccessful, resulting in us having to dump our stuff in the middle of the cedar crowd space. then we went off to sports hall to sleep, where i had a nice sleep after tossing and turning for approx 20 mins, to be rudely awakened after 20 mins for no good reason that i can rmb, and then to be reawakened 10 mins after that cos fat and heavy, annoying green shorts secondary school people trudged around near our territory where i was sleeping! So chloe decided to wake me up. Those people are freaky la. The first thing i see when i open my eyes is green shorts secondary sch people climbing the staircase an armslength from my head, which means i could have stuck out an arm and i would've tripped them. I think i jumped up and ran away. Stupid people. After that i got no more sleep. Gah! Went to do warmups with abby and ruixin and xinqi, where i whined constantly about how nervous i was. I have no idea how abby put up with me, cos i was going "abby... what if i die after my 800m? then i won't get to go for track dinner." "abby... are you sure i'm going to live to finish my 800m?" "abby! what if i take 15 mins?" haha, it's surprising that abby didn't snap at me. abby's so nice. our sec 4 seniors are all so nice. sighhh... i don't want them to go!!! anyway, not surprisingly, i lived to finish my 800m in 2.53, which was my nat juniors timing. Only difference is that this time i was slacking! :p 6 secs difference from thursday's run. Which actually is quite a lot, but nvm. I think i would've done 2.54 one, but then i would've been last, and chloe said she'd kill me, so i sped up slightly at the last part, but i'm very certain if i had pushed at the last 100m, i could've done about 3 secs faster probably. But then again, it's a waste of energy. Oh yea, somehow after about 200m, i tripped over ruixin's legs, and in order to regain my balance, i went off the lanes onto the side of the track(the field part), but i think i stepped back onto the track quite quickly that not many people noticed... i hope. i actually thought i was disqualified, cos i saw the stupid official staring at my perfectly executed ballet-like movement in an attempt not to fall. According to ruixin, I said "Oy!!!" When i tripped, and glared at her, but i don't rmb that, so it could've been a figment of her imagination. She supposedly said sorry, but i either forgot it, or i didnt hear her, or she imagined that too.
Had 4x400m after that. Oh wait, after i finished my race, i was alright, i didn't even stagger la. I walked towards the side quite normally, as normally as one can after finishing 800m. then that silly ruixin told me she felt like vomiting, and then i vomited. She gave me the idea la sheesh. So clever... Yeah then i went to look for my stuff, but since RG moved without telling us i couldn't find it. So i got quite annoyed and snapped at poor ruixin for the rest of the 1 hr. I was really quite snappish then. Then we waited for chloe to be done with her 4x100 while i applied deep heat fpr fun and abby told me not to anyhow use. 4x400 wqas so freaky. Actually, by then i wasn't scared alr. After you finish the first race, somehow, the second seems like a piece of cake. I was busy making friends with more people. See? We're such friendly people. Yeah, i hate the part when we're waiting for the stupid gunshot to go off. I know i distracted myself by thinking of sth, but i forgot what it was alr. I think i did the 2nd 100m too fast. I didn't slow down much. But my pacing was better than the heats pacing this time. I didn't die as early, although this definitely qualifies as dying. And chloe hopped! i almost yelled at her to stop moving, i think i did, but i was too tired to yell, and no sound came out. I lay on the ground when i finished... my part was over. Watching others run is fun. I decided that i love being 1st runner, and i want to be first runner always. The feeling of slackness as you watch the others carry on is incredible. You can just lie there... although for me, i wanted to cheer them on, i didn't have energy left, except for xinqi, cos she was last. Even then, i doubt she heard me.
Track dinner was fun. It was super ex and all, but it was with the trackers! And that in itself made te whole dinner what it was, a wonderful time of fun. Our sec 4 seniors are so super nice. and they played our track theme song and lots of people almost cried. ALMOST. when i left, i walked a few steps and i ended up crying, and ruixin ended up crying too, and hushu was on the verge of tears and so she told the two of us to shut up before she started too. Yunnie was the onl one completely unaffected lor. She was just sad. Fullstop. It reminded me of track camp so much... I hope i can go for track chalet stay in nov... i'll be away for 2 weeks in nov! Gah.
Track theme song
As you go through life you'll see
There is so much that we
Don't understand
And the only thing we know
Is things don't always go
The way we planned
But you'll see every day
That we'll never turn away
When it seems all your dreams come undone
We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride
We are more than we are
We are one
If there's so much I must be
Can I still just be me
The way I am?
Can I trust in my own heart
Or am I just one part
Of some big plan?
Even those who are gone
Are with us as we go on
Your journey has only begun
Tears of pain, tears of joy
One thing nothing can destroy
Is our pride, deep inside
We are one
We are one, you and I
We are like the earth and sky
One family under the sun
All the wisdom to lead
All the courage that you need
You will find when you see
We are one

Then, our terrible seniors took the cake thingy of the no. 1 and CUT IT UP! We are one divided people??? If they cut up the cake, then we aren't 1 anymore... And why are they leaving us? I won't ever see them again! Not in JC or anywhere!!! Jane's batch is super lucky lor. I can't believe that there are so few sec 3s. Next yr there will only be 3 sec 4s? And Leanne isn't even regular at trainings. And there is onyl one thrower i think. Abby, janice, drea, mus!!! And huijuen, and candice, sabby, christine, vania, etc etc.... But i care less abt those then the impact of losing the sec 4 runners. Husena mahamedi jadiwala. I think i spelt it correctly. How amusing. Yeah, anyway, yunnie, ruixin and i got off the train at raffles place to change lines and we left hushu all by herself.Then yunnie got off at braddell and ruixin and i got off at bishan. Oh then i went home, bathed, hit the bed and fell asleep. I got home at 11 something la, then i had to wake up at 6. Ble!

Thursday

Nothing much. I can't rmb what i wanted to say alr. So too bad. Oh yeah. RHD rehearsals wasted 2 hrs of my time. So i went for 3rd lang. I successfully managed not to fall asleep and i paid attention in class. I realised how much i need to study in order to pass my petit test 3. Pourquoi ai faire... (this sounds absolutely wrong. it probably is. My passe compose was never good. I give up! I can only form structured sentences. Gah! Comment vas-tu? Bien, et toi? How do i rmb the stupid house of verbs and prominaux verbs? i can only rmb manger cos that's the verb "to eat") J'aime manger le chocolat. (is it correct shinnie???) but i can't say le chocolat right? Who on earth goes arnd saying i like to eat the chocolate? what's chocolate in general?

Friday

I got a lot of comments about me wearing the purple dress. i felt quite stupid, but nvm. And i am not wearing that dress again, so you won't be able to take a photo of me in it. Hah! When jane saw me she couldn't stop laughing la sheesh. It's quite amusing though. I met abby (and drea) on the way down from chloe's class with ruixin, and they stopped us and took photos with us. Xing kui wo zao yi huan hui xiao fu le. :p I don't want abby to go!! Whinewhinewhinewhinewhine. All the sec 4s are nice, but i'm closest to abby. Aunty abby! And i'm abby's little junior. I don't see how i'm little though, i'm shorter than abby. hmph! yes, i know i'm short. -beams at letter abby, drea, mus and jan wrote- Oh yeah, anyway, we did the weird activity. Sally's green string is lousy. It broke. My paper beads were the prettiest, i don't care! Mine was prettier than sally's! hah! Oh yea, char came to my class today. she made a paper bead for me, but mine's nicer. =p I'm supposed to bring my half eaten cookie foot tmr. i don't want to! it'll break. chloe wants to steal my cookie foot. lol. there's like 3/4 of it left. I was too full to finish it on wed. i want to freeze it and keep it in my museum to remind me of our remarkable seniors who bake nice foot cookies. Oh yeah, where was i? i took 156 homw with xinqi and ruixin. This terrible xinqi and ruixin ah... They left without me! Hmph! When i couldn't find xinqi, i guessed that she left without me, so i went to RTC myself, cos knowing how long 156 takes, she was likely to still be there, and i was right! She was, with ruixin as well. Even better. Time passed so fast when we were together, the long bus ride home was over quite soon. We were talking about interesting topics... such as Ruixin's .... .... and i learnt that xinqi had had a ..... on ... before. So amusing! Ruixin got off at the stop after J8, and it seemed like the bus ride had only take 10 minutes la. Tmr, i'll be taking bus home on my own after MCC... when i'm by myself, the difference is going to be so great... I wish xinqi and ruixin were in MCC too. I got off 3 stops after ruixin, leaving xinqi on the bus by herself, but she would only have 2/3 stops more to go, so nvm. =p I love RG track team. I love almost all the runners. And i'm especally close to the 4x400 team. I saw them all today. :p Yay! I love yunnie and cheryl too. Irmelia is nice, i guess. It's quite funny how i can be friends and classmates of people for years since primary school, yet my friendship and closeness is stronger to these people i have known for but 6 months, and are not even in the same class is me!

Oh yeah. I have water baptism interview before cell dinner tmr. i wonder what they'll ask me...





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