My birthday is coming in 4 days time. You know whats sad? I almost forgot that it would be my birthday in 4 days time. I highly doubt anyone will remember that is is my birthday, and i really don't have a problem with that, because i'd much rather have no presents than get useless presents, then have to think of ways and means to remember these people's birthday and give them back presents. Or even worse, if they're birthday is already past and i gave them not presents... So yeah. But a person or two actually remembering my birthday and wishing me a happy birthday would be nice, though not an entire grp, coz i'll be maluated. I don't like unnecessary attention, never did. What i really want for my birthday is something none of you reading this can give to me. Its for me to have no more spells of depression and worry, no more problems, but blind faith and trust in God to bring me through whatever he brings me to. A few of you might know that right now things are rough. Oh i know i'm very lucky, i come from a complete family with parents who care though they may be a little unreasonable sometimes, a splendid big brother who, though a little childish, has helped me out too many times for me not to say that he's nice,(btw, he shares my birthday), and a sister who's always there to brighten up my day. Not to mention my friends, who should know who they are, so i shan't bother to say who. But there's the load of homework which is unfinishable, and lately, i haven't been able to concentrate on my work as i should be... Sometimes coz of distractions, other times coz of depression and so on... I'll be turning 13 soon. Its kind of a shock to me, i just realised that i'm only 13. I feel generations older than that, however, as Aunt Laura of the Emily of New Moon series said, that is merely proof of my youth. I think is unfair that a 13 yr old has to deal with this kind of issues, but anyway, as i greet my 13th birthday, will i change? Can i change my life around for the better? I've no idea... My parents just came home from buying me a cake. Oh well... Happy birthday Joanna.
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